You

Hey Y, I've been missing you for days. I'm sorry for everything. I didn't intend to break our relationship up. I'm so fucked up without you. These days without you are freaking horrible. I've never thought of you as much as I do now as compared to before. I wonder, why did I want to end everything with you for so bad when you were so good to me. You'd never let me wonder around alone, never took me for granted and you would never ever let me cry. You just want me to be happy. You would do everything just to please me. I'm a selfish person like literally and I never take you seriously. I miss your touch. Your soft lips. Your warm hug. Your smile. Your naughty laugh. Your kiss. I miss cuddling with you. I miss the nights when you'll wish me good night. I miss the time when you would kiss me on my forehead. I miss the time when you looked deep into my eyes, and say how much you love me. I miss the time when you would say 'You're beautiful just the way you are and I love you for who you are' Yet, why did I ditch you? Still, We are never going to get back together Y. I just don't want to. I'm sorry.